what i say and what i mean.

Sometimes, maybe most of the time I don't say what I mean. Anyone else have this problem?



-When I say "I can't," what I really mean is I know I shouldn't...but keep pushing me.

-When I say "Promise?" what I really mean is I'm waiting to be betrayed.

-When I say, "I don't," what I really mean is I wish I didn't, but I do.

-When I say, "Too late," what I really mean is I'm willing to give you one more chance.

-When I say "You're dumb," what I really mean is I think you're amazing.

-When I say "Stop," what I really mean is I want you to keep trying.

-When I say, "I don't need your help," what I really mean is I can't do this without you.

-When I say, "It doesn't matter," what I mean is why can't you see this means the world to me?

-When I say, "I miss you," what I really mean is that my current life is a little difficult to handle.

-When I say "I'm tired," what I really mean is "Come with me."

-When I say, "I understand," what I really mean is "How could you do this to me?"

-When I say, "Oh well," what I really mean is "Try harder."



-When I say, "I love you..." I really mean it. With every inch of me; physically, mentally, and spiritually. Forever and not a day less, even if you stop loving me back. For every day that goes by and every year that passes, for the rest of my life.